I’m at a loss of words. I want to write, but I don’t know what to write. There is so much to be said, but it’s all been said before. All I can think about is that the end is near. Time is running out. It seems to be speeding up, slipping faster and faster into the future. I can’t stop it or slow it down. I don’t know that I want to.
I want to see Jesus, but I have family members who are not saved. I know it’s not in my power to soften their hearts or win them to God. It’s up to Him.
I can’t explain this feeling. It’s like…desperation. Frustration. I know I can’t make them see or know the truth, no matter how much I want them to. Only God can. So I pray. What else can I do?